i tried to buy cat food and the CVS was out of the shit for something like the ninth consecutive time. i should have sacked up and ridden my bike to the grocery store that i think has it but i don’t want to be out of doors right now, not that it isn’t nice outside. i think steady work made me bland. time to toughen up. instead i am going to lay back and listen to EPMD and read foulmouthed novels.